I am so full
And there is no more room
When I was first diagnosed with my Digestive Disorder
That so many times
I did push the limits
(And my digestive tract)
I ate because…I was hungry
I ate because…it was a habit
I ate because…I couldn’t accept my illness
I am so full
Will I ever understand
My digestive disorder?
I don’t know
But I hope so….
First thing he said was “i see why drs scratch their heads at me”
… Stupid freaking Lynchburg didn’t even send my disc of procedures … So with my physical exam today plus blood work and once he sees those results, he’ll order the proper test he wants done.
" Im just disappointed that it wasn’t like Dr: i think its _______ so this is the procedure or meds i want to do"
it wasn’t an “i don’t know” or anything, just a wanting to investigate more. so I cant be too upset.
i’m extremely nervous :/ and i gotta leave at 4am …
gonna be loads of fun …
My doctor called … and well it’s kinda funny to me, but she thinks my IBD isn’t the “original” illness I have. and i’m just well of course not, because nothing in my life is ever simple.
the most awkward thing is i go to the bathroom at least 10 times (sometimes more) a day AND im gaining weight?! How the hell am I getting fatter when everything comes out of me within 20 mins of eating/drinking …
I don’t get it … therefore i am really annoyed.
please someone tell me how this makes sense: The Dr. thinks I have either A) a gallstone or something wrong there. B) A kidney stone. sooooo obviously I need an ultrasound/ CT scan to check it … well Radiology Consultants made my appt. for Sept. 4th!!!! i’m sitting here, in lots of pain and they want me to wait that long … of course I freaked out and they moved it to Friday, but still friday is a long time to wait when all they gave me is Tramadol … smh